看到也知道朋友都结婚,有小孩成立了小家庭真的很替他们高兴也很羡慕他们有个幸福,快乐,温软的小家庭.反而我什么都没有.一败涂地.我真的很失败.我真的很没用.真的不应该活在这世上..
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16th may 2012 is the day where we welcome a new member in our family. His name is Draco Tay. A newborn baby is here to join us in the year of dragon. Well.. Happy for my brother n sis in law. Congrats to them. A new life for them to start n create again with baby draco. All of us have been promoted meaning old again.. Gosh.. But all of us are very hapi for them n excited to see draco.. Mum n dad have promoted to become grandparents n grandma have promoted to become great grand Ma. Seeing family members or relatives expecting, feel hapi for them n also feel envious because as ownself won't have e chance to have own kids at all. In fact, honestly frankly speaking, since e day I being with you, I really wish n hope we can be together till e rest of our life, have a small family of our own, have own kids. But these are all that I wish which no longer can be fulfill with u anymore. All these will be kept with me till e day im gone.
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生日过了.愿望永远不会实现了.不会有奇迹在我身上.
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今天跟大嫂聊天时,看到你写的,post的东西在fb.我好想看所以就问大嫂能不能给我看一看.看到你去了那么多地方,心里真的好想你.知道你会有一个月不会在新加坡,心开始哭了.在看你的照片,看到也知道你把我们的照片都散出了,心好痛好痛.可能你真的已经把我从你的记忆里忘了.现在可能陪在你身边的是别人.
**依然还是想着,念着,爱着,等着你**
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