Been quarreling and arguing with Baby for the past few months and even on special occasions.. Really feel sad, regrets n disappointed.. I don't know what's wrong with me.. Keep quarrel n argue with Baby for things that Baby didn't do at all.. I keep suspect Baby having another girl outside, blame Baby for neglect me alot, talk to other girls more then me, jealous when Baby talk so sweet, nice n joke with other girls. In fact, i admit i lack of confident, lack of faith n lack of trust all in myself and not in this relationship n Baby.. Is myself who lack of all these.. Im oversensitive n extreme jealous. I wish to overcome all these.. I don't want to lose Baby again. Im afraid and scared that Baby will leave me forever.. I really don't want this to happen. Indeed that Baby didn't give me the sense of secure, i know he don't what is sense of secure and I didn't force him to give me secure since he don't know. I know Baby has really made alot of efforts to make me smile, laugh n happy like before. I really appreciate what Baby had done for me.. For the past few months, Baby had really really give in alot to me, keep me company, bring me go wherever he goes, make me smile n laugh n etc.. I know, I really know Baby had done alot for me.. He even move in to stay together with me and spend more times with me, do everything together, go work together n etc like husband & wife. The moments was really really very sweet.. I like those moments we had... Ever since after a big quarrel, Baby move back home, room was so empty, lonely n quiet. Without Baby beside, I can't slp for days. I miss Baby hugs.. I miss Baby smile.. I miss Baby laughter.. I miss Baby voice.. I miss everything of Baby...
I MISS BABY ALOTS!!!!!!
Baby, I'm sorry for all the quarrels and arguements... I'm sorry for everything...
I really wish to be with you forever..... I miss those Moments that we spend together....
Baby, I LOVE YOU!!!
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