Why guys can't tell the truth and be honest in relationship at all? Why guys have already or shall I say is in a relationship and yet still can have another gal outside and still can call her DARDAR in MSG, store the number as DARDAR in his HP n etc. Why guys can be so flirt and why can't be faithful to just only one? Why? Why till now still don't admit and be honest at all? why must keep on lying? what's the point of keep lying n lying? Keep on, Carry on n Continue MSG, REPLY, CALL n etc to that BITCH when working, knock off, wake up in the morning, sleeping time, even when with me, still can MSG n MSG n MSG!!!!!! Who the hell am i to you??? Am I dead!!!? Keep saying previous old starhub number not u use, ur new blackberry phone has no sim card and only use for alarm phone. If no sim card, how can ur phone ring, adn you keep on REPLYING MESS in WHATSAPP!!!! same time online, same time offline... everyday MSG n MSG NONSTOP EVEN IN FRONT OF ME!!! say the Blackberry phone is free... So good.. THE BITCH JOEY ENG BUY FOR YOU SO THAT YOU CAN USE THE OLD STARHUB NUMBER JUST TO CONTACT HER ONLY!!!!! ONLY FOR HER TO CONTACT YOU OR YOU CONTACT HER!!!! SO NOW VERY CHERISH N TREASURE THE FUCKER BLACKBERRY PHONE WHICH YOU KEEP HOLDING ON IT WITHOUT FAIL!!!!!! Every night n day after work say very tired, want to go back home early and rest but in fact is it rest or sleep early anot, no one knows at all!!! ONLY YOU KNOW!!!!! I thought car sell away will be better as no complain of who or which bastard/ BITCH re-adjust the front seat and the whole car decoration things but now you seems to get back the car!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!! KEEP ON LYING, KEEP ON LYING TO ME!!!! KEEP ON LYING, LYING, LYING N LYING!!!!!! KEEP MSG, MSG, MSG, REPLY, REPLY, REPLY, CALL, CALL N CALL THE BITCH!!!!!!!! YOU CALL HER DARDAR IN WHATSAPP, ON PHONE N ETC!!!!! WHO AM I TO YOU!!!!! YOU RATHER REPLY, MSG N CALL HER FIRST DEN ME!!!!! Indeed, I want to have a brand new start with you but WHY, WHY, WHY CAN'T YOU BE HONEST TO ME!!!!!!!! WHY MUST YOU KEEP ON LYING TO ME!!!!!!!! IS IT I DESERVES TO GET CHEAT FROM YOU!!!!???
IN YOUR MIND AND HEART NOW IS ALL THE BITCH JOEY ENG!!!!!! NO ONE ELSE!!!!
JOEY ENG, YOU ARE BITCH!!! YOU LIKE TO STEAL N FLIRT WITH OTHER PEOPLES BOYFRIEND N HUSBAND!!! YOU ARE SLUT!!!! BITCH!!!!!!
WANT HIM TO STORE YOUR NUMBER IN HIS HP UNDER DARDAR!!! 8388 1416 - BITCH NUMBER!!!!!
BITCH!!!!!!! BITCH!!!! BITCH!!!!!!!
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What is trust? What is honest? What is communication? All these must have in a relationship.. But why I don't see it? Trust is to believe each other, Honest is to be true to each other without hiding anything & Communication is to maintain this relationship and knows each other well and better.. Isn't it? I really don't know what to do?? Totally broke down.... Xin Hao Tong.. Hao Tong... Where have all the feeling gone? Where are all the moments that we had??? Do you miss those moments we had? Do you miss those times when we first start? Do you miss all of these???
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Been quarreling and arguing with Baby for the past few months and even on special occasions.. Really feel sad, regrets n disappointed.. I don't know what's wrong with me.. Keep quarrel n argue with Baby for things that Baby didn't do at all.. I keep suspect Baby having another girl outside, blame Baby for neglect me alot, talk to other girls more then me, jealous when Baby talk so sweet, nice n joke with other girls. In fact, i admit i lack of confident, lack of faith n lack of trust all in myself and not in this relationship n Baby.. Is myself who lack of all these.. Im oversensitive n extreme jealous. I wish to overcome all these.. I don't want to lose Baby again. Im afraid and scared that Baby will leave me forever.. I really don't want this to happen. Indeed that Baby didn't give me the sense of secure, i know he don't what is sense of secure and I didn't force him to give me secure since he don't know. I know Baby has really made alot of efforts to make me smile, laugh n happy like before. I really appreciate what Baby had done for me.. For the past few months, Baby had really really give in alot to me, keep me company, bring me go wherever he goes, make me smile n laugh n etc.. I know, I really know Baby had done alot for me.. He even move in to stay together with me and spend more times with me, do everything together, go work together n etc like husband & wife. The moments was really really very sweet.. I like those moments we had... Ever since after a big quarrel, Baby move back home, room was so empty, lonely n quiet. Without Baby beside, I can't slp for days. I miss Baby hugs.. I miss Baby smile.. I miss Baby laughter.. I miss Baby voice.. I miss everything of Baby...
I MISS BABY ALOTS!!!!!!
Baby, I'm sorry for all the quarrels and arguements... I'm sorry for everything...
I really wish to be with you forever..... I miss those Moments that we spend together....
Baby, I LOVE YOU!!!
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